Happiness is stalking me

Mind is literally bursting with thoughts galore!! So much so that, it at most felt like someone's pinching and twisting it from its most inner depths at least for one fleeting memory. Then I thought is this normal, to be overly thoughtful?

As I write, I am thinking of the personality classification survey's that you fill out to realize what kind of a person you are! In its naive form, out-of-the-box thinkers, doers, mechanized people, and I believe the last kind must have been worthless, for it doesn't even strike my mind. The very reason why this struck my mind is, I want to ask from you, do people change personality traits, if so, is it often a profound thought driving aberrant actions, responsible? Maybe it's just a baseless question. But my contention is that the realm of thoughts that it provokes is the real icing on the cake. I cannot however speak for everyone. Nonetheless, I have started to welcome such provoking sources of nuances, more than ever.

I am assuming my end is near, for sadness stays away from me. A momentary peek here and there, and before I know it, the seemingly good-hearted spirit lets me feel blessed. What I do have to figure out is that, am I living in a world that I have created revolving around my own comfort of being or is life really this simple? Whatever it is, something warns me, it might end inflicting great pain. For this is the after-taste, I am most familiar of. I want to believe that this is a definite playground for me to learn to control emotions.

I thank you and your reflection in everything around me, near and far.